The Test of Life

by Leigh Matson, London, UK 

In life, we are always presented with opportunities to test ourselves and to learn from the results of these experiments. The quality of the experiments will vary, depending on how willing we are to be aware of what we are feeling.

For example, finding out if we have a food intolerance can be quite simple.

If we eat a certain food – we may get a reaction.

If we don’t eat that certain food – there is no reaction.

It simply requires us to stop for a moment to clock our body’s communication in response or reaction to this food.

If we were to eliminate the foods we react to for a period of time, we could then see and feel the results by feeling the effects in our bodies.

Unfortunately, we live in a world where we are taught to override and ignore these reactions, or messages from our bodies. So even though we may have a bodily reaction, we have been taught how to override these messages, so we can eat ‘normally’ and appear to be normal.

When I was young I could not eat gluten, because it caused various reactions such as a reddening of my face and a number of mood and behavioral disorders and 20 years ago gluten free food was not as readily available as it is now. So over time I learnt how to override and ‘grow out of’ being gluten intolerant. But what if we don’t ‘grow out of’ being intolerant, we just get better at masking the reaction?

Since I have eliminated gluten (and also dairy and sugar) from my diet, I have found that my energy levels, general health and wellbeing have increased.

So then what if we could apply this method of experimenting with ourselves to other areas of life?

I have been applying and practising this for some time now and my understanding continues to deepen. And the very basics of it were presented to me via the teachings and presentations of Universal Medicine, in that “Everything is energy and therefore everything is because of energy” (Serge Benhayon). Thus we are energy and can read the energetic quality in anything. So if we get bloated after eating gluten, we can say that we are experiencing the end result of a choice of the energy we chose to use as our fuel for our movements. It can work both ways. We can choose the food, and our movements will have a certain quality thereafter (like going to sleep!). And we can choose the energy, after which our movements take on their flow and way of moving. This then opens up further questions such as – Why did I choose to experience that situation? What do I avoid feeling by choosing to do this instead?

So in the everyday situations it can look like this: taking stops and pauses during or after situations to feel the reactions or responses in the body.

  • How do I feel after having that thought?
  • Why do I feel so agitated right now? What energy is allowing me to feel this way? What occurred, what did I do, what was I doing before I noticed this agitation?
  • After a long day my feet sometimes hurt more than normal – so how was I walking today?
  • After that conversation I feel a sense of emptiness, need for more, or stimulated – why is that?

By taking regular moments to stop we can find patterns and if there is a pattern of end results, then there is a pattern of steps leading to that end result. A simple example at work is that having certain thoughts in my head leads to greater tension in the body, but this actually stems from how I move. I have found that harsh movements lead to harsh thoughts. The quality of my movements is important. Clocking the thoughts has been the first step and I feel now the next step is to bring it back to the body that is creating the movements that magnifies the energy that allows those types of thoughts in the first place. By addressing the quality of my movements, I am also addressing the quality of my thoughts.

Which then brings up the question, if we know or can learn that certain movements lead to certain outcomes and states of being, then how do we move with true quality?

Which movements increase our awareness and love and which movements lead to illness and disease?

What are the movements and behaviours that lead to anger, frustration, sadness, bliss, happiness, a sense of being right or wrong, fear, or any emotion or perception of life? How does a person who believes the world is an unsafe place move? How does a person who believes they have to work towards certain pictures and roles that life has presented to them move? And what effect long term do these movements have on our health?

For example: Let’s look at the end result of bloating from eating gluten.

We know the obvious movements are: buying the sandwich, opening the packet, putting the sandwich in our mouths, chewing and swallowing. This is not rocket science or anything earth shattering. We move to eat something; we get the result of having chosen to eat that particular food.

But before the buying there was the thought, led by a movement, led by an energy. What is the energy we are choosing that leads to the movements? This is the path that takes us back around to the quality of that initial choice, in the form of an end result (the bloating) which actually is just the start (the energy) presenting itself again in a much denser form.

So then what are our movements and patterns that lead to illness and disease? Could this lead us to a clearer picture as to how we end up in the states of health we find ourselves in?

Stopping our unloving behaviours cannot happen from thought-power alone, it has to come from the body and how we move. We can’t heal the symptoms of gluten intolerance if our movements are to go for the cakes and sandwiches; likewise we can’t heal a harsh mind if we are moving in a harsh manner with our bodies, be that grabbing things tightly, stomping around, overburdening ourselves with all the shopping at once, going out in the cold unprepared, thus our bodies want to contract to stay warm etc.

Over the past 5 years, the more I have chosen to move in a loving way, the more the unloving movements and thoughts have just faded on their own, as they are no longer being kept in circulation.

The basis of the test of life is to stop and feel our quality, a quality we can choose by how we move in alignment with the energy that leads to one result or the other. If we do not like the end results we are getting in life, we can choose to move differently, to move with a quality that is gentle, tender and loving, and observe the changes this brings to the quality of our thoughts and our lives.


Read more:

  1. Going gluten-free does not require a gluten intolerance test 
  2. What is gluten sensitivity?
  3. Carbohydrate Kid – no more! No pain, no bloating, no digestive discomforts. 

1,056 thoughts on “The Test of Life

  1. We are taught from young to override our bodies to shut down our awareness and sensitivity that we are naturally born with, we go into a form of protection which seems to stiffen our bodies as our minds take over. So even though our bodies are sending strong signals to us, our mind override them and it is not until something stops us such as illness and or disease that we may stop and listen. We could say we have locked in automatic body movements driven from our minds that control how we move.

    When we bring understanding, self care, self regard and self love into our lives then the way we move changes, the connective tissue in our bodies changes; from being crystallized it starts to flow more easily, which allows an easing which then changes our movements. So if we want to change the way we move then we need to bring more awareness to how we treat ourselves. I have personally found that Universal Medicine Esoteric Connective Tissue Therapy is a great support as a way to free our bodies of the ingrained automatic body responses that keep our bodies locked in certain behavioural patterns.

  2. Leigh, I totally agree with your sharing, we are being tested all the time, and we are very good at over riding the effects from things that no longer serve us or our bodies.

    There’s some things to consider when we are out, feet aching, our thoughts, backs aching etc. etc. there are many others tell tale signs. When we make the decision to avoid these things, we need to remember how it feels for our bodies. It requires consistency so it becomes our rhythm. Life is an experiment, be the experiment.

  3. I remember, years ago, when I joined my first ever complementary health course, one day the teacher suggested to the class that we write a food diary, noting whether/how our body would react to anything that we were eating, and I simply did not understand what she was talking about. As far as I was concerned, I had no food allergy, nothing to report, end of. Now, even a thought of eating cheese makes my sinus blocked up. Noticing and being honest with what my body is communicating, unless it’s an excruciating pain, was a big step for me. It is something so obvious and simple, but it seems like we have been well wired up not to see and accept the obvious simple.

    1. Fumiyo, as I experiment with foods, and I haven’t eaten cheese or dairy or gluten products for a long time, I find the body says no to more things. I always know something wasn’t supportive to my body when I wake up and my nose is running.

      The body cannot lie, it is always forever speaking the truth.

  4. We have not grasped how important our movements are and the consequences that flow from them. Loved how this topic was gently introduced here in a way that was easy to follow.

      1. I agree with you Leigh. We are taught how to read and write but we are not taught how important it is to move in a way that keeps us all connected to the Universe. Our Universe is everything to us and yet we have completely ignored it and try to make irrelevant the impact it has on us all. We could say it’s the elephant in the room that we ignore and pretend isn’t there.

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